I confess that in 2005 I ( Read more... )

so...good or bad...

I've still got it

so basically, I confuse myself too much. my mind zig-zags around and I can never leave it be. I can't settle it to one area.

it doesn't take much, I guess.

easy to get, easy to lose?

...eh...I feel like shit

so, now I sit. on the edge of my chair. awaiting the confirmation of a real problem. no. not my regular emo bullshit. it's for real. we're not sure. hopefully it's not happening. cause it could be nothing. I am controlled. I like to think that I have it pretty well together. but this would fuck me up. don't assume anything. I just read this to ( Read more... )

*my head is spinning with ways to make you see ( Read more... )

I'm returning the favor ( Read more... )

Ahh...what do I live for...butterflies? flutters of emotion?...yeah...probably that's about all ( Read more... )

.first day. the first day is always worthless. I had other things on my mind. unimportant things. but, not to me. it really affects my mood ( Read more... )

I'm at work...but I'm on my lunch break...and I have like ten minutes left...so I'm going to write for a little while ( Read more... )

(Long drive today)-it was raining off an on...for the second half- (which is past St. Louis)

...the ones that resurface hours later...

yes... the credits scrolling...even the lilo and stich cartoon...I enjoyed it all

=this humid air-can take away my pain=