You know what...I'm so fuckin tired of people who are "friends" who can't fuckin give two shits to pick up a phone and say hey..or take 5 min to write a short email...FUCK YOU...I'm so tired of being the one that has to make the efforts to talk and hang out..why can't you do the same?...friends...who the fuck needs em...only cause you to be uber ( Read more... )

Hmm totally confused about life...what should I do..should I leave or stay..love or not....try to make it work or give up....live a lie or be true to myself...the many questions on my mind......

How do you tell someone you just don't love him anymore? How do you do that without crushing his entire world...??? I seek answers from friends and family ( Read more... )

Ok so Jake told me I should start recounting my "adventures" at Inner Room. So I thought I would tell about Thursday night.

I meet a lot of interesting people at the club..and I mean alot. One of the guys that I met this night was quite odd..well more or less he was just really really drunk.

I was giving him dances, he wanted 5 =D...but I was giving ( Read more... )

Do you ever have one of those dreams where you are falling? Maybe falling out of a plane, off a bridge, or anything else, but you always seem to wake up before you hit the ground/water? I had one of those last night.

I was just wondering..well...I wonder what would happen if you were to ever hit the ground....???

Sex is great..and that is all I have to say!

Ok, so this is my first entry and if I thought about it I could probably write a novel here. Ok first things first, I had no idea this site even exsited until my sexy buddy Jake told me about it.

Jake and I met where I work, Inner Room Cocoa Beach. It's a nice little strip club right of the beach, where many people, including Jake, come in from the ( Read more... )