As I seed my roots in the future i realize how childish we all can be. I shall move only forward towards spreading good conversation and laughter among any friends who welcome it. I feel change is anew and I'm excited to drift onward as a renewed and cleansed person. I hope everyone is well.

You ruined what was left of my hope for a family. You broke the already shattered fragments of my heart and somehow managed to go from the one person I loved and needed most in this world, to the disappearing sister that left me empty.

I don't even feel like you love me anymore.

Do you even care to know what that feels like?

Listening to 80's music while floating is extremely colorful. I haven't been writing because there is either nothing to write about at the time or there's too much to say. But wow there have been hella good times so far. Despite the hospital and health scares to come, I am doing wonderful. Although Rico is moving this weekend, I'm not sad yet. We' ( Read more... )

And all the while the world lie still
my head is always spinning. ♥

I am noticing more and more good moments in my life currently, like getting our tax return on pay day so we could get a new TV that we've been wanting for so long, finding extra change in our pockets to save up for games like Halo Wars :). I beat Bioshock 2 and it's the most incredible game I have ever played. It's not just a video game. It's a ( Read more... )

You are the closest thing I have, and you're the farthest away. But soon we will be together. A flawless bond shared by blood and intuition. You are becoming my life and all that I live for. For the very first time I finally feel like I will be whole. You are the missing piece of my soul, the shattered fragment that will replace the empty puzzle ( Read more... )

My days revolve quietly, most of the time. But it seems lately there are certain parts that can ruin the whole temporary peace that I have found. For example. My mom comes home, actually seems in a good mood for once. But no, it doesn't last very long. Somehow she manages to find out that Zack had eaten maybe 2 or 3 bites of her fried rice she ( Read more... )

Maybe it's more of a heavy weight than I thought ( Read more... )

I'm just floating, taking whatever current may come my direction at this point in life. Nothing is exceedingly new, nothing exciting is happening and there isn't much to say as of now ( Read more... )

Kerri has a new livejournal.

My other LJ freaked out. And it was time for a new one.

new year.
new journal.
new start.

~ tattooed_skies