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I went for my scan last Thursday. All well, baby very wriggly, but a bit early- meaning I am less pregnant than was thought. So I am going back on the 2nd of March to have another scan at the 'right' time ( Read more... )

I decided to take the day off as leave today. The last few weeks have been a bit stressful and hard work. I am feeling really tired and weepy - no surprise, as I am 11 weeks pregnant! I have been keeping it under my hat, but well pregnancy sort of seeps out the sides and you kind of give yourself away every now and then. I have to get round to ( Read more... )

Poop, arse and double grrrrrrrr.

Can't get a babysitter for Saturday and there is a cool something I really want to go to with Super P.

Holy cow! Where the hell did January go? I'm very glad it's over though. I have never liked January, cold, grey and dead ( Read more... )

Happy New Year! Here we are (again). I'm so glad 2008 is over. It was crap. I'm feeling okay about going into this new year, although the post christmas blues are around and about. Doing the everyday feels ppffffwwww ( Read more... )

The meds seem to be doing the trick. I'm sure without them I wouldn't be able to cope with christmas, a toddler and a very poorly husband. But as it is, I seem to taking it in my stride. I had a real boost the other evening. We had our library christmas party. I got there a bit late so I ended up with the seat that nobody wanted- next to the big ( Read more... )

I am back on the meds. Yesterday went a bit pear-shaped. And I can see now that the last few weeks have been leading to this. I thought I was okay, but not yet ( Read more... )

We went out last night to enjoy the delights of live music. I can't remember the last time I was so excited about something. I get such a thrill from seeing good bands. It makes me feel recharged, as if the music comes up through my boots and re-energises me. It feels kind of fizzy and nice! I'm so low on energy and joy, this gig was a sort of ( Read more... )

I think I need an upgrade.

What I need is more mental hard-drive space. I am having terrible problems with trying to do/think lots of things at the same time. One thing will completely preoccupy me to the detriment of all others. And, when I do try and do another thing I get really confused and slow, and worst of all, angry. I umm and errr and it ( Read more... )