i keep documenting my dreams, scowling ( Read more... )

he tells me six months can be ( Read more... )

we hid around a corner, wearing ( Read more... )

"and then i felt sad because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older, as you see the people in your life break one by one. you wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened ( Read more... )

yesterday at wegmans i lost my faith in humanity. because it was the beginning of rush hour me and ben had to queue up in line behind four million people just to get him some cigarettes. these characters accurately portrayed all of the worst facets of humanity in descending order ( Read more... )

i have finally realized

if it wasn't me, it would just be someone else.

and it finally is.

looking through old files at 2 am. deciding what parts of my life are important enough to keep ( Read more... )

( [say, 'you never existed to me.'] )

reason #90285204480294 my roommate is better than you:

she sends me cherry underwear in the mail.

i love your exclaimation points, but i hate all of the things you used to say to me. calm now, i understand where it all went, where we all left ourselves. it is such a challenge to accept change, to accept uncertainty. and i don't care if i'm not just pretty pictures for strangers to see. maybe that keeps me ticking, but there's always more. to me ( Read more... )