This is my last weekend before I get to go back to school, before i have to go back. Not looking forward to it again I'm sure you already but the sooner break is over the sooner school is over. I'm sorry if my entries seem like deja vu it's just that not much has happened since I've been out of school. I just used this break (rather then read like ( Read more... )

Christmas break is almost over and there are good and bad things about this. The bad things are obvious, having to wake up early, seeing all those people everyday again to the point I want to jab my eyes out and having to deal with the fake personalities of those around me. The good thing is that the sooner break is over the sooner school is over. ( Read more... )

First-I want to know if he still thinks about me? Does he still care or wonder about where I am in life. Things have changed a lot since then but then again it doesn't seem like things have changed at all, at least between us and this relationship we seem to have in my head-is it in my head?

Has he completely moved on-was there even anything to ( Read more... )

break is going by pretty fast which sucks because I don't ever want to go back, ever. things arent going as planned for one of my friends and I honestly feel hurt for her. I know she really wanted to get into that school I do. It kind of feels like in life we're all assigned roles and I was unfortunetly given the one where you always end up taking ( Read more... )

Last night something different happened. It was nice to finally talk to my mom and actually have her understand and listen to me rather then just get mad that I feel a certain way. I don't want my family to fall apart, I don't want to have a horrible Christmas break, I dont want to feel that when I leave home in a couple of years that if I'm not ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I last posted. A lot has been going on and I wasn't able to get on a computer for the longest time because mine was so messed up. Anyway things have been better and things have been worst. I finally finished my online class Study Skills and Creative Writing! I'm so excited that I don't have to deal with it anymore, now I ( Read more... )

My titles are usually the title of a song but I really dont have one at the moment. I don't have much to say about anything but I felt it was necessary to update my journal as the end of the year is coming and soon my senior year will be over as well as this journal. I don't think I'm going to keep a journal in college. That's probably because I ( Read more... )

The year is coming to an end ( Read more... )

My Skin by Natalie Merchant

the reason this is one of my favorite songs right now is completely self explanatory


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I haven't posted in a while but school has been bruetal on me, I mean I come back and I have a million things to do...w/e you probably heard all this before. 13 days until Christmas break! but that also means 11 days until finals and I'm a bit nervous about all of that :/ anyway ( Read more... )