Unfortunately I cannot tell you I am a college graduate. Unfortunately I cannot tell you I ceased on too all those passions and hopeless remedies, I did not grasp them so tightly my knuckles became numb and urged me to pop them then stretch for I was holding on so strongly, so breathless and relentless. I cannot tell you I won the lottery or even ( Read more... )

I have not written on livejournal in the longest time and I don't really have a reason why. As the end of my senior year approaches I get a feeling as if I'm always busy but catch myself never doing anything, I wouldn't go that far but that's just how I feel. I cannot explain what its like to come to the end of my high school years, but I guess it ( Read more... )

The weekend is almost over and it seems like its getting harder and harder to go back to school each time. I'm trying to have a more positive attitude towards it, I especially don't know why I'm feeling so down about going to school when it seems to be going fairly well this time! Maybe I'm feeling this way because I'm not feeling too good, anxiety ( Read more... )

The other day I was going through my 'favorites' on my youtube channel and came across the song "Cupid Chokehold" by the Gym Class Heroes, you have no idea how many memories this brought back up for me.

WhenI think back to my freshman/sophomore years so many feelings come across me so fast. Back then things seemed to easy, I was so carefree, I had ( Read more... )

Yesterday I sung the national anthem and I think it went pretty well, I wasn't nervous at  first but as it got closer I was like wow what did I get myself into, I was so scared but I ended up doing okay, my mom video taped it and it sounds pretty good so I guess that means I was okay.

Today my mom decided to get on some tangent, she was happy, then ( Read more... )

The first proposition stated is that "gender is a constitutive element of social relationships based on perceived differences between the sexes." The second proposition, "...and gender is a primary way of signifying relationships of power ( Read more... )

I don't even want to go into how long its been since I last posted because it feels like its been forever. Things have been going a lot better from how they were in the very beginning. Reading my older post and thinking back to last semester how miserable I was and how the people around me were not making it any easier, things are going pretty good ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've posted, sorry. Again the days are flying and its getting harder and harder to keep up with everything else in my life, even little things like this. I don't think anyone reads my post so I don't know why I'm saying sorry but I guess I'm apologizing to my later self, idk.

I did get a part for the national anthem like I ( Read more... )

According to the article there are three approaches to history, all which emphasizes a certain truth of how history has made its way to knowledge of our present. I think the overall premises of the article is to challenge our ability to apply, grasp, and analyze history without the bias lens that it was presented to us with. This article raised ( Read more... )

Who am I?
Today I looked in the mirror
because I forget who I was
I've become who I don't know
where are you me?
the one I dearly need
-me