Hate for this time to come mr. lj. But it has.

*tear*

HTTP://WWW.XANGA.COM/JADEDMIND

go there for hopefully anything more than this ever gave you.

ok, maybe not...

we'll see.

I'm fucking done with this thing.

Just pretend I shot myself in the head, dead.

I like birthdays.. I just don't like how they go by so fast. You wait all year to be another year older and as soon as you are then you're just waiting to be another year older next time your birthday rolls around.

And it's really harsh to find how much you mean to other people. Especially on your birthday. But then again it's really cool to see ( Read more... )

I cannot believe I'll be nineteen years old in six days ( Read more... )

It's like the life in this town just fucking died off and here I am left with the wilted remnants of a time once beautiful to me. I look at the trees and they're all growing taller. They no longer are the same shape, the same feeling. I hate how everything grows and how everything gradually changes around you until one day you're sitting on your ( Read more... )

Baby came home :)

My cat Baby is missing. It breaks my heart. I keep going outside and calling her name. There hasn't been any sighting as of yet. What's worse is that my drunken mother left the door open all day... fuck. Like honestly, fuck fuck FUCK. She's blind. She's like 10. I hope so much that she finds her way home by sense of smell... or else you'll have one ( Read more... )

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A year ago today. <3 ( Read more... )