"I live my life ( Read more... )

I wish I could split myself in two and share me. Things would be so much better inside my head. Honestly.

Blah blah. Fuckin' fuck.

I'm the weakest piece of shit ever. Seriously.

CRYBABY.

I'm going to try as hard as I possibly can the rest of this summer. By the end I'll either have a clear conscience or I'll have died trying. These past 11 months have been really emotional and, probably what will be, the best time of my life. I'm just so fucking tired of waking up to this. I can't sleep. I can't continue to stay up all night crying ( Read more... )

Man what's with me and this up all night bullshit??? I love sleep. I sleep so hardcore that I feel like I wake up from being hit by a car I'm so heavy and groggy... Man, I fucking wish I could GO to sleep earlier. I just worked like 6 hours or something... you'd THINK i'd be tirrred. Wtf ( Read more... )

Mmm. I had to change it again. The amount of time I spent on this compared to the outcome kinda makes me not want to ever do that again... but I will. The time will come when I'll be getting bored of going to my own journal again. But, hey...If the colors are different it throws me off. Simple minded.. I know ( Read more... )

I thought it was about time for a change around here. And man, I like it.

Oh man. OH MAN. You'll never believe what just happened to me ( Read more... )

What I wouldn't give for my cell phone to ring right now and have it be Seamus or Kevin telling me that I don't have to bother coming into work today... and to take the day off ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate myself. Like that real hate that I don't feel for anyone else ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here all lonely ( Read more... )