Most depressing conversation quote, perhaps ever.

"When something like that happens, a fight, or an almost breakup, I mean you get back together, and you're happy. Of course you can still be happy after a breakup. But the magic's gone. You realize that it's not going to be like a fairy tale, like a love story, like... don't laugh... but like ( Read more... )

Oh, wait right. I don't have a life. Ha.

I feel like I'm falling apart a little bit. Like every aspect of my life is kind of gradually declining. I have no real reason to feel this way. It's all little stuff. My room's a mess. No motivation to clean it. I should just clean it but I am honestly so thoroughly unmotivated and I just can't. My body is doing odd things, I'm too lazy to care ( Read more... )

Ugh what a weird week. Left school on saturday. Was miserable and emo for a good two days solid. Got a drunken phone call from Devin and Hazim begging me to come back on Tuesday and being unable to resist people who actually like me (still a novelty), I went back the next night. And GOD what a miserable night it turned out to be. Bittersweet, ( Read more... )

Why do I keep doing this? I feel like the last few times I've been with Devin and Hazim I've been all la la la talk about me and how pathetic my freaking life is. And it sucks. Because every time I do that, I freaking start to cry. Which I don't normally do. I think it might be the time of year, considering that my dad killed himself on freaking ( Read more... )

Remember when I thought April was going to be terrible?

Capstone was the best thing ever to happen to me, because in my group were two people that I'd seen and heard of but never met, and these people turned out to be the closet thing to my wallingford friends I've been able to find anywhere. I think its worth mentioning that one is from Yemen and ( Read more... )

 is it really stupid that i have like a crush (not a crush crush, but a friend crush) on someone who's actually a girl? Does that make me gay? I mean she's transgender sooo... I have no idea. I'm very very very drunk. Whatever. 

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Kumar is not talking to me. I haven't heard from him in three days. Both me and Caitlin have texted him intermitently and he has not responded, nor has he been online for four days. We were supposed to have lunch today at two, but when Caitlin called to ask if we were actually having lunch, he answered and hung up. This is not fair. I get giving ( Read more... )

Oh I hate myself so much sometimes. What is WRONG with me? I'm so certain, so sure that someone is perfect for me UP UNTIL THE SECOND that he agrees. As long as I'm fighting for that person, lying awake at night wishing that he would just open his eyes and realize that I liked him, wondering every time I saw him with a girl what she has that I don' ( Read more... )