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Backstage in Dallas, Texas back in 1993, an alter-ago was born. For the next 2 years that ego only came out for fashion shows that I was asked to model for. In 1995 that ego performed for the first time during a benefit at Lamar University, that ended in a riot and huge controversy of the rights of gay students there at Lamar. Instantly my then ( Read more... )

I met someone recently that I really like, and I'm really inspired by the kind of person that he is.. It's made me start to really think about myself and my life.. alot. I've talked about him quite a bit in other online postings that I have.. here are a few ( Read more... )

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Back in September I moved to San Marcos for a well needed break from Austin, the scene and people I was around. And I've gotten myself back on track in life, and managed to drop some bad habits and friends, and over all been much more at peace and ok with myself and the direction of my life. But I should have known with me being the social ( Read more... )

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I normally don't get all out of shape about political stuff and all of the ignorance that tends to surround it, but this was just too much. Yet another reason to vote! http://www.liberallampson.com/ Feel free to contact this ignorant ass, his e-mail and phone number are at the bottom of ( Read more... )

Well I have been playing the part of "good boy" here lately. Staying away from going out, doing substances that I know are not healthy, and drinking too much. I have made myself try to lead a more healthy life and try to stay active in ways other than going to the bars. The only real draw back of this is, that unless I want to be on the internet ( Read more... )

I dunno that I have alot to say so much as alot to bitch about. Ok well not really alot, just one thing in particular. I now understand why when we reach a certain age we start wanting to settle roots, etc etc... It is not because we become stable as human beings, it because you reach a point where you have to say to yourself, "The older I get ( Read more... )

It's only been about 2 1/2, 3 months since my ex and I broke up. And I know it was a break up that was long over due for us both. I met a guy by chance a few weeks back that I have been spending time with. He's a nice guy, seems stable, level headed, and mature. Problem is that I don't seem to be able to find those qualities in myself at the ( Read more... )