Do you know how hard it is to be completely alone? Well, I suppose at one point or another in our lives we have all had that feeling. I think the worst part is having the experience of not being alone. Of thinking that there will be this person who could be there for you when you need someone....then losing that person. Whether it be that they ( Read more... )

What the crap? What the frick...what the crap ....frick frick frick. Go away, get away, leave me alone! Numb Numb Numb. LIAR! Stupid idiot slut whore. Guilt, depression. Why the crap? I know what you're doing....go away go away ( Read more... )

You know how some people randomly think about what their wedding day maight be like, for example hearing a song and then being like "That would be awesome to play at my wedding" well...thins is kinda like that ( Read more... )

Wow, its totally been like 10 million year since I last updated. Okay so maybe I'm slightly exaggerating, but it has been awhile. Summer was busy and boring and has left me with the crappiest going away present EVER! I've been getting steadily more and more sick since about Saturday. I mean on the outside everthing seems okay, but my body is ( Read more... )

I promised that I would update next time I'm on and so here is an update of my summer thus far. I've applied at 3 different places and am in the interview process with two. Stupid wal-mart won't call me back. You know if you don't want me fine I don't want you :P ( Read more... )

I discovered this place and it has a movie quote generator that you can add words or names into and it will produce a movie quote with that word or name in it....so I had some fun ( Read more... )

So asides from sleeping in till nearly noon I had a pretty busy Friday. 2:15 I went to play practice where we went through all the scenes that we could wioth the people who were there. I went to Wal-Mart afterwards to get some stuff to make Queso and then went to a LOA dinner thing. Left there at about 8:30ish to pick Tracy up and go listen to ( Read more... )

I have absolutely nothing to do right now. I was scheduled to sleep, but the person who was supposed to sit 3-6 has not shown up and cannot be reached. So looks like I'm here until 6. I was looking forward to near 5 hours of sleep, but it looks like 2 will have to suffice. I knew I should have brought a small snack...dern it. oh well ( Read more... )

"Nobody is themselves when they start dating. Dating is just acting like your somebody your not until the person likes you enough, so you could show them who you really are." -- J.D. from Scrubs ( Read more... )