So I'm not quite sure if what I did today was right or wrong. I suppose time will tell me if it was right ( Read more... )

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Here is an update. I'm no longer posting publicly like I use to on here. So for those of you who are curious about what's going on in my lives, you will either have to call me and ask...otherwise, it's private. Sorry, but I really don't feel like sharing my innermost feelings publicly.

So I'm really bummed right now. There was this really awesome chick last night whom I danced with all of last night. She was the one who suggested we exchange email addresses and if I was in the area again we should get together. So we exchanged email addys and her's isn't working. So I met this really kewl chick, thought her email addy would work ( Read more... )

So I am kind of leading the single life. I say kinda because of this denial thing. We both have it. I have lots of questions. Heck I'm evening questioning the things I thought I knew. Maybe I still know them. I don't know. Maybe what I thought I knew and what felt so strong was really true and just isn't for now. But sooner or later I will have to ( Read more... )

Carpenters - Breaking up is Hard to Do ( Read more... )

Last Tuesday the 16th, I was laid off from work. Blessing in disguise. I had originally given them 3 weeks notice of quitting. Formal letter and everything. I had until November 30th to find another job. But then I went into work on the 16th and I just knew something wasn't right because my folder was taken out of my inbox. So the front desk ( Read more... )

I'm feeling this overwhelming sense of sadness right now. I triggered a memory ( Read more... )

So...randomly one day Melanie says to me you should try out massage therapy. Now this is the second time she has said this to me. But that was months ago and then all of the sudden, a light comes on and I'm like yah why not. I want to get out of this hell hole of a hotel business, so why not ( Read more... )

It felt real, but it was only a dream. It was vivid and the emotions were interesting to say the least ( Read more... )