So out of complete randomness I am updating my LJ because i havnt done it in soo long! But ya! so today i had a very productive day! We had a minimum day at school today so i went to the gym after school and worked out for about an hour, then i got some sushi and went to danielle's then we went to my house and hung out here for a hella long time! ( Read more... )

So basically finals are going to screw me over... Calculus is going to be impossible... Economy is supposed to be hard... AP Biology is just impossible in every way shape and form..No final for musical theater...but then Film as lit gunna have like 4 essays...dont even know whut one of the books is about.. Also have all my College app stuff to do ( Read more... )

You know when you are just done with hooking up?? Well i have reached that point.... I am tired of just fucking hooking up when nothing is going to come out of it! I just watched the movie Love Actually and now im like sad and lonely.. It made me realize how i really do have no one to love like that. Watching that movie made me want to curl up in a ( Read more... )

im fucking stupid.
i am a fat piece of lazy shit and i eat like a mother fucker.
and i smoke too much weed
and im rich bitch i got a new car
bitch
im high

So today was ehh so so....I hung out with danielle...we went to Taxi's and made fun of people...fun stuff... then we went back to my house and hung out there for a while...then we went with Natalie to San Rafael to hang with Dickay's friend Steve....we smoked and played pool at the pool hall...that guy was really nice...he payed for everything and ( Read more... )

so it has been a while since i updated this bad boy... Life has been So So... Homecoming was fun.. I have had my dance show that has been my life for the past week or so...but this week i am free all except thurs! YES! So everyone should go to it... It is this Friday and Saturday at 8 PM both nights at the College of Marin in Kentfield... Be there ( Read more... )

Ok so basically...i love Lauren! She is the best! She fixed my whole problem with homecoming! THANK YOU LAUREN!! So now me and danielle are no longer loners! YAY! Im in a good mood!

So things have been getting better the past few days.. I realized how much my friends really cared about me and i just want to thank all of them! I came to school on Monday and im walking to my 2nd period and Erica comes up to me and gives me a hug and a card! That meant so much to me that she decided to take time to do it! It is probably one of ( Read more... )

For some reason i have been really depressed lately... I have been at that point where i feel like curling up in a ball and just never coming out... Im not even sure why i have been depressed... My whole life is just soo fucked up...My mom is in bed for the next 2 weeks... i have been shifting groups a lot lately... EVERY SINGLE class i have will ( Read more... )

Mom just got home from hospital...Cat got home from hospital...Things are great....NOT