So yeah, I leave for Europe in 10 Days! That sucky part about that is that I'll only be home for 6 days or so before I leave. Oh well. I'm still stuck down here in Iowa. Everyone else is gone because they have auditions this weekend. The company that we work for (AEP) sucks and couldn't find anyone to come down to play today so I don't have to ( Read more... )

So I guess its time for my monthly update or something like that. Things are still going pretty well here in IA. We've all been wearing at each other a little but thats expected since we've been living and working together for like a month and a half now. Yesterday Noah's little bro was here so they decided it would be a good idea to drive ( Read more... )

So I figured that I'd do an update here at least once to see if anyone still reads this thing since I've updated it like twice all year. Anyway, I'm back in Altoona, IA for the summer. For those of you who don't know what that means, I play the tuba in a little band at Adventureland Amusement Park as a summer job. Its been a blast so far, ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't used this in FOREVER! Jon Marx told me to update it last night and now I feel like I have to since I broke his toe (aka stepped on it and made it bleed) and I feel really bad. I went to Seussical last night and on Thursday. It was so much fun. The cast rocked. Last night I went to the Seussical cast party with Marie. It was ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me...all I want to do is go home and get away from everything here

So its been a while, eh? I suck, I know. Not that anybody cares anyway. So tonight rocked ans was interesnting at the same time. I went to Jessica and Ashley's room and watched a movie and drank (orange juice, duh!) and then I went to a party at Nikki's and Courtney's. It was a good time. Now ZACH WENDT (The guy that is in my studio that ( Read more... )

I really don't understand myself sometimes (most times). I don't want to be me anymore. Sometimes I really hate myself and I don't understand why. I wish I could just strike everything and start over, become a totally different person. I'm losing my drive for everything. The only thing that I really get excited about is school and music as ( Read more... )

So its kind of been a while since I updated this thing...oops. I've been really busy and stressed this week but I think things are kind of settling down now. My computer is really broken which is also why I haven't updated lately. Something is wrong with Windows so they might have to totally redo it which sucks. I'm meeting my mom this ( Read more... )

I had the most awesome night last night. Ben Minch who I had a crush on but just recently found out was gay came over. I found out that he's actually bi (not much better for me because he's with a guy right now). We walked around campus and just talked for like 2 hours. It was really good to get everything out in the open. We talked about ( Read more... )

I will always be a dateless loser...this sucks!