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it amazes me how easily a few seconds can ruin a decent day.
i hope you are satisfied knowing that your only power over me is your ability to intimidate me.
its not your words that matter. its the sheer terror i feel from the stance of your body.
its knowing where you came from. i live in constant fear that you will become your past.
the only ( Read more... )

You're society's whore.

lyrics only.
too tired.
i need a nap.

so.
today was interesting.
to say the least.

school can officially kiss my ass.
perlin can kiss my ass. the dumb fuck is eternally contradicting ( Read more... )

today was kinda fun.
i spent the whole anatomy class talking to ryan & the 2 stoner boys w/kait-a-lait.
we were trying to convince them that men should be more romantic & like ryan gosling is in the notebook. how they should do little things like go out on a limb for us, dance in the street to no music... just be the best guy you can.
the guys said ( Read more... )

last night i went to see be cool with andy. it ( Read more... )

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal.

things are good much better

things are ok with andy & me.

im glad.

i still feel really drained though.

im considering of taking andy up on his offer of doing those things/seeing if i can go to a doctor.

my mom talked to me today. she was really worried about me. i told her what things are like right now, & she seemed to actually listen for once. she suggested that maybe i ( Read more... )

i got me a brand spanking new prismacolor!

and its blue!

teehee. looking at it makes me smile.