yah so things are pretty okkayy i guess.

thanksgiving was good,
i went to new york and i missed VB and all the cool kids i spend t-day with.

so yah workshop is next weekend.
im pretty stoked.
yah.

well liek the whole world knows i like david.
i dont really know how, but i dont care.
ahh things are just confusing.
i like him a lot, not love tho.
hell no.
i ( Read more... )

well lately,
i suck at life.

me and danny broke up.
i couldnt go to johns party.
i feel like shit.
i suck at life.

i dunno.

im glad im going to ny this weekend.
i think i need it.
and just get things straight in my head.

i feel lonley.
i dunno what i want at all.

vauge sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but i get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so i let it burn

i just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
and i take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
and call him up for more

and i say baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely
and i don't think you meant ( Read more... )

I've kissed someone
Body: : I've kissed someone....

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] playing "spin the bottle"
[x] playing 'truth or dare"
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x]of the same sex.
[] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[] shorter than me.
[x] taller than me
[x] with ( Read more... )

whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
but it's the genie at the bottom who i'm sucking at. he owes me one last wish.
so here's a present to let you know i still exist.
i hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.

but i got a plan (i got a plan)
drink (drift) for forty days and forty ( Read more... )

so i guess some of us were faced with old habits[addictions] last nite.
for some, the habits won.

i guess im not feeling too hot rite now.

a good cry is what i need rite now.

like everyone elses problems and responsibilites gets to me and i dotn know why.

i miss my boyfriend

i know that theres a lot of things people dont know about me,
and thats why ( Read more... )

alrite so i went to gymnastics,
i dont like it so much.
i mean it was fun and all but i dont think it is something i would be serious about.

so im gunna do track.

i think im gunna start playing piano again.
i want to be good at something.
i think it would be cool.

ive just now noticed how much i love my friends.
and some of them i couldnt live without.

yah so this weekend has been alrite.
i only got to hang out with danny for a little while last nite.
and we cant chill today.
so im kinda in a bad mood cuz of that.

but ive realized that i like danny lots.
not love.
most deff. not love.
but it could come to that.
i dotn know if i wnat it to tho.

but ill deal with it.

ahh...
so i feel like me and robbie have gotten closer this year.
a lot of things [bad things] we talk about cuz its happened to us.

i basically feel helpless,
like no one is there,
and that the 'friends' i had...like im not good enough for them or something.

its just a fucking waste.
i dont wanna make new friends.
i hate high school.

i hate life for ( Read more... )

so today sucked.
plain and simple.
i hate today.
and i wish it was dead.