Im thinking thattt there is a penguin that makes me incredibly happy and it pretty much screws up all of reality. I go from my terribly disfuntional life to nirvana and then have to return to the chaos and its pretty depressing. My stomach hurts.

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I think i had a major break through today. I miss my mom. So much. And i keep dwelling on the past. The past is the past. Wtf am i thinking and why cant i control it? Oy...

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Today is a new day with new thoughts, and new outlooks. I'm not quite sure where they will lead me but it doesn't seem to be very optimistic ( Read more... )