if you are wondering what the last post was about here is a clue. read all of my post from the past they all have hidden clues.

the mask is coming off........

well well well.theirs is something that has been a lie in my life. at first this lie was easy to keep but as time passes it has become harder and hard to keep. it keeps me up at night. wel what is this lie???? wouldn't you like to know

So your down on you luck and you fell like there is no one there for you. So you look for answers in substances that only provide false hopes and temporary solutions. They cause more problems than help. You go looking for a friend the only friend you find is the one with a trigger and a barrel. Bang bang you found your friend

just for the record for those who question my abilities. IF YOU JUST HAD FAITH IN ME I COULD BUILD YOU UP AS HIGH AS YOU WANT TO GO. BUT ONE NEGATIVE THOUGHT AND I WATCH YOU FALL. basicly what i'm saying is if you have faith in me then i can do so many things... if you don't belive me just ask. i have portfolios. even though they are all not my ( Read more... )

well im bored have been thinking..... and i came to a conclusion im a great actor. i can blend into any scene with out a problem. :) that and parts of my life have been a lie. few know what i mean. but other don't have a clue.

I love the feel of you breath on my neck as you lie here with me. The subtle reminder that I am not alone. Waking every morning with you by my side wanting to know future may hide. Questioning how we managed to make it this far.

TBC

well last night i went and saw finding neverland. all i could say was wow... that movie was awsome. it was one of those movie that will do 2 different it could make you sit there and apreciate live more or it can just make depressed. but it was an awsome move. then after wards i went cruising around for a while. man it was a great night

yeah well. its been a long ass time since i have like realy posted something on here ther than the standard "I Hate my life" but i have some thing different. i have found my self making things. i made some patches that i think might sound good. not sure yet i have to get a keyboard that has the power to push them. i have also been doing other stuff ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISSAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehh still down but feeling alot better. so yeah thats pretty much it for now