i know im going to die alone. i might as well face the truth now.and get ajusted to it.

Standing on the ledge of the bridge. Looking down at the pavement below as the cars pass over just waiting for the right moment to jump. Who is going to be the lucky car that gets to see your face splatters on their windshield? You do your freefall and all you see as you get closer and closer to the end is the white lights passing below. Then splat ( Read more... )

well. like the post b4 i stiil think i need to see a shrink. there are things that bother me as well as they scare me. but on a lighter note this week was preety good. even though my car broke down twice and got a new name she is now called the little black bitch.well not sure what im going to do tonight i know were taking my mom out for dinner for ( Read more... )

god i need to see a shrink

wel this weekend was awsome i went to a show and saw all y favorite band lonisara, victoria drive, some and yarbough. it was great then i went and hung out with issac and david. which was great. and i got to see issac put the moves on this chick.. god she was cute. but im a dork and never make my move.but hey issac is happy so im kool. then i got ( Read more... )

im better now stil lonley though. my mom did appolgize though. and i wasn't playing on doing any thing stupid

my own mother just told me that im a failure. so there is pretty much nothing left in this world for me. no matter how hard i tried to succed i always failed. This life is not worth it so bye.

the bullet is chambered all thats left to do is to pull the trigger

i went to dallas last weeked it was ok
all i saw was my bed and the fencing venue. but yeah.. ps all those whole got called from me . pick up i was bored. but other than that it was kool

well im feeling alot better i got my ticket situations solved..... so yeah..... thats about it

Well today was awesome. Its my b day so yaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... had a tournament it was fun i lost but i put up on hell of a fight. then came on and got bored and decided to try and track down an old friend of my who inspired me in ballet and wow with luck I found him and called him and just by chance or from a higher power i find out that he is coming ( Read more... )