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moment of silence
I had one of those moments today. You know the moment where you realize the value of life...all that it entails chalk full with experiences, hopes, and love. I get anxious about those cause you begin to think how all achievements pale in comparison to living a full life. Almost makes you not want to waste one breath or waking moment. Death is a ( Read more... ) -
Another flight!
Well here we go again. I hate this point where depression sets in cause I'm not home and I start feeling socially awkward. Your surrounded by people but you feel alone. It's strange, as much as you prepare for this moment It doesn't stop it from happening. Either way enough with that. I wounder if I over loaded myself with the school work and hopes ( Read more... ) -
Goals
the interesting thing about goals...they CHANGE. funny story when I joined the military I made up some goals. Well that's not going as well as I thought...I also decided to finish my degree before I make too much rank...well that's not going as planned either. I think I've given up on some of these they were fun while it lasted but I don't think I ( Read more... ) -
Comfort
I begin to wonder if these are my skies or are they just borrowed. These airways are muggy and clogged with litigation and costs that don't allow you to reach your true altitude. But then again you could always settle for this environment--this is after all, what life truly is. We aren't some fair-tale where time holds still as things become ( Read more... ) -
Journals last forever
If you really think about it even though my dedication has been less than active over the years, I seem to be constant on a annual bases
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My first flight
So my Check Ride went without a hitch. I was a little surprised that on how much I've learned since I've started. By the time I completed it I felt pretty confident in myself and my skills...BRING ON THE JET, I thought...that is until I started FTU.
Yeah, the instructors are pretty laid back, and the program is ran by the "big boy" program. But ( Read more... ) -
The Story So Far
Dear,
Well why do I have to be so formal. I know it's been months since I have written but so much time has past that I really must catch up with you. I know you have been pretty busy yourself, making new friends and all, but I'm glad you were patient enough to wait for my letter. I don't know when it was the last time I wrote but I have to say my ( Read more... ) -
It's funny I should be here
Since my last post. I have deployed, completed my A.A.S., got promoted, made rank (so I'm getting promoted next year), entertain thoughts on engagement, currently finishing up a Temporary assignment with the base honor guard, applied for retraining (hoping to get space opeartaion systems), failed the first course in ground school, and probably have ( Read more... )
