gold glitter swirling madly, tapering off. the world; my palms traced in charcoal lines. a leaf falls, loneliness.
these bones are hollow, and these pupils are just pinpricks; keeping the soul. saturnine waves crashing! into me as i'm wishing on the stars that are on fire; that have already burnt out.

summer sun, enclosed patios. the great umbrella; bullshit & taco bell. zombies on the brain for hours upon hours, unfolding mysteries. if we survive, it's because we boarded the helicopter just in time. breaking it up, the smells they bring back such waves of good memories. taco bell and 7-11; some cars won't even start if you say the magic words. ( Read more... )

right now i am creeped out by the fact that bedbugs can live for up to a year without food ( Read more... )

a new level for me, counted negatively.
zombie.
smile, bullshit, exist. from point a to b and back again.
over and over.
failure in surround sound, ignore it all.

pretty much all of last week was a blur.
how i got here today is honestly a mystery.

scraped away the moon to see what i could see
all i could see was holes.

french toast, bananas, chubby hubby ( Read more... )

'i want to run or die or get fucked up. i want to be blind and dumb and have no heart. i want to crawl in a hole and never come out. i want to wipe my existence straight off the map. straight off the fucking map ( Read more... )

kill my addictions. love me. don't take this to heart.
1month, zero days.

i need a vacation from everything. i hate winter but i can't wait for it so i can relax.

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