For some reason the program I use to lj works, but I can't long into the website, so I may have to make a new account, which annoys me to no end. Anyway if I do please add me to your list.

Well I am feeling better now, it turns out it was a virus I had. Anyway I been finding out some things lately, one being is I been finding out who my friends are. Some of them I can't figure out why they have bailed out on me, but others I know. But I still consider myself blessed on the friends I do have, the true friends. A lot more has been ( Read more... )

I need to changes some medication AGAIN, because this one is making me leggo my eggo, The medication in question is really making me sick physically. I wish I could just find something works, I may have to go back to some of my older medication. Anyway enough for now, gotta make some phone calls soon.

Well seen my shrink and case manager today and it went pretty good, my shrink raised some of my medication to help me sleep.

Well today was a good day for a change, no bad thoughts and all that. Not much more to say then that, cheers...

One thing I learned when I was in woodridge this last time was not to dwell on things that have caused you harm, except with your case manager or maybe with someone trusted. Which I have slowly been learning to do, which for me is saying a lot. But last night I couldn't help but think about those bad things, an it made me feel like crap. I keep ( Read more... )

Well I am going to start using livejournal for more then just whats going on with my day to day life. I am going to start using it as a part of my thearpy too. So through the good and bad times it will be known how I really feel for a change. One thing I know is I need to stop running from my problems and start dealing with them. As painful as ( Read more... )

it worked :)

I am hoping log jam works this time, because I want to post stuff from it, instead of the webpage. Anyway wish me luck...

Well I went into the mental hospital again, I put something about it on myspace about it. But I thought I would put it here too, I learned some things this go around. One is, if I am ever gonna get better I need to break the code of silence. An actually start talking about my problems and what I am feeling. Plus follow through with the ( Read more... )