God I need a computer so badly, I been researching linux distros to put on a laptop.  But I may just have to stick to windows till I get it all straightend out.  If I do get it all straightened out I am going to use the program "wine" so I can use some windows apps I like.  Anyway I am over my depression phase, I spent a good week feeling like hell ( Read more... )

I been trying to keep myself busy, because its depressing to be doing nothing.  So I been trying to go over some computer stuff and I been doing some music too.  One of the things I been pursuing trying to find hardware so I build a linux based ftp server.  But since I am getting vary little money right now, all I can do is comtemplate (anywho).  I ( Read more... )

I helped my uncle fix his car, needs some more work to it.  But its going to take some time, because of money.  I got my meds increased again, but on the flip side it's working out real good, so I can't say to much.  When I finally got some money coming in; I am going to try and keep myself busy.  One of the doctors that ran all those test on me, ( Read more... )

I am not sure, what I am feeling right now and I don't know what to talk about so I guess I better ramble on about something. Cripes I need computer so badly, because there is some much I want to do. I want to get back online so I can do programing and all that cool stuff. My meds got jacked up and I was put on a new one too, (yay me, yea right) ( Read more... )

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Well some of my meds got increased and another one got added YAY me, yea right!!

Well I am trying to find more work so I can start saving up to come to "evecon".  I am really wanting to go this year, so I am working now to do it.  Hard being broke and just scraping to get buy, when there is so much I want to do.  If anyone has any idea's or suggestions please let me know, drop me a email or something.  I am going to changing my ( Read more... )

Well I went home for a week, spent time in north east tennessee and south western virginia.  I got to see my 2 niece's, who I missed horribly and have grown considerably.  I hated to have to leave, but I got some news from my lawyer that I had to take care of (blah).  I just wish I could get some money coming in, get me and my uncle straightened ( Read more... )

Well I been working on my blogs, my open-source blog more so.  I am going to add a entry for ssh, emacs and pgp programs.  I am wanting to add some hardware stuff to it too, so  it will take alittle longer to add.  I had a smoking relapse and bought me a pack uugghh  I feel so bad.  Anyway I am over the rough part of the money situation (I hope) ( Read more... )

I am wanting to get me a laptop so badly its not even funny anymore.  When I get more up to date on Linux I am going to put linux on it.  I been kinda depressed lately, because it seems like the stuff I want to do is taking forever for me to do it and the stuff I don't want to do is hitting me like a ton of lead (blah).  Some of my friends have ( Read more... )