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I feel so low
And it doesnt help that i am solo
And no this aint some stupid pop song your radio blares in the car.
I am a force of nature.
A lonely one
Yes, i got my family, friends, followers. But does that mean anything when my heart feels distance from love? And there is an over whelming sense in my brain that i am dying and no one cares. Of ( Read more... ) -
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She thought she could fix you and you thought it too but im the only one who put a permanent smile in your heart. Why so broken baby? Who broke this doll into a million finite pieces for the world to step on? Was it you? Did you break yourself up in hopes a pretty face would mend you? Im not a pretty face anymore these scars tear the world in two ( Read more... ) -
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Isnt this awful how im trying to lose you because we're so stuck but five years have changed me and youre so humdrum and you dont talk t- why dont you talk to me what did you read to poison your mind to the point where you dont love me no more. Ooh sweetie please i need you my love oh how my soul yearns for you how my heart speaks for you uttering ( Read more... ) -
Ooh baby!
I'm trying to get my head around
How you could think it was okay to do that to someone
And it's not the first time at all
Somehow I've become a victim to every stupid game
You didn't know you were playing
Oh baby I didn't know how good you were at playing heart strings
Until you broke mine so skilfully
I'm so surprised that people can work it out
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Maybe I'm the maze maybe I'm the monster at the middle of it
But you don't seem to be approaching me any time soon
But baby that's the problems I'm struggling with
Because I crave you and I think I need you more than I did ever before
Probably cause I was strong then and probably because I wasn't feeling weak
I'm lethargic and I can't breathe right
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I only need you as much as you perceive
I should have taken the plunge.
I belonged in that crowd tonight.
I should have been sweating through a tshirt pushing myself against other people savouring each bruise and crying for my life.
I deserved to transported to a place where i could be free and only feel what the music told me to feel
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Fuck friends
I am worth so much more than just after thoughts
Because tomorrow I'll be the jealous bitch
And you'll be the one who made me that way
I dont care for the way you treat me anymore its all fake in favour for other affections.
I thought i had you and now its gone, messed up. Those summer promises where we were inseparable all betrayed in way for a ( Read more... ) -
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Im scared for my life and the amount of times i think im dead and the amount of times i think im dying and these thoughts inside my head are not what they seem they are not what i used to be and they tell me im not insane im just feeling sick but whats a sickness if its life long and drowning me drowning me drowning me ( Read more... ) -
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This is all happening now. I think she likes me back, I think we're gonna be friends ( Read more... ) -
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I feel so drained ( Read more... )