Mother, I'm sorry. But this is what I want. I try to see it your way, but I just can't. I swear to you I am doing my best... just don't hold your breath for my success. 'Cause lately, I've been a little unhappy. So I gotta get out before I die in this misery: no more lies, no more deceit, no more lies, no more disbelief. I want to fly ( Read more... )

Give me one night inside of your thighs. A million girls would kill to be you right now.

This is the American Dream. Can I borrow someone's shotgun?

Recipe for a good night's sleep: chain smoking, a glass of wine, a few extra strength tylenol, and a thirst for unconsciousness.

This is me. This is a wall. This is the rest of the world.

'Kay? Thanks.

Life just didn't make the cut, so I cut myself out of paper and called this notebook Home.

-Does this sounds familiar? I found it in one of my notebooks. I think I wrote it but I'm not entirely sure...

"Don't get hung up on the prestige thing. I came here thing everyone was going to be a fucking genious, but so far I've been severely underwhelmed ( Read more... )

So I'm not quite sure what's wrong with me, but there's something seriously distorted in this picture. Why can't I get the thought out of my head? Oh yeah, because *someone*'s hiding, and keeping me from closure of any sort. It's like a game where everyone loses except the puppet master, who's just as insecure as all of us and will only realize ( Read more... )

"So, this is what it feels like to know your savior's given up on you."
"I'm sorry."
"Fuck you."
"It's too late for that."
"Fuck off."
"You gave up on yourself."

An intro to something maybe?
I wrote something else I like today but it still needs to go to many more places than it does. Perhaps I'll post it later.

Love, Hope, Surrender, Infinite.

Ummm... I got in trouble for not making dinner. Mind you, there is a schedule for making dinner that is set and tonight is not my night to make it. But I eventually did. After getting in trouble. And it was good. Then the computer wouldn't do what I needed it to. But, you know what? I don't care because I got this cd from the library and ( Read more... )

Wait for it ( Read more... )

Why Mr. Ashmead? Why do you do such things?

It should be Tuesday night.

But it's okay because this song kicks your ass.