ugh
i'm already getting tired of waiting
i'm so impatient
o well
today was the most fun i've had in a while
i am hopin to have more fun tomorrow
o and allison
if u read this and i am on
im me
i have something i have to tell u
and plz try not to hate me
i have to tell u
it seems wrong not to

ha
thnx fer the advice jacob
i have decided to wait
and see how things end up
cuz if i do anything i will fuck up a lot of shit
so i will wait
and who knows
maybe it will all work out in the end
but i doubt it

ugh
my knees all fucked up
dont ask me how
idk
but it is
i cant put any pressure on it
so i've been hobbling around my house on crutches
most of u have seen my house
not an easy task
but yea...
i'm hopin its better by tommorow
cuz i dont want to go through skool on crutches...

GODDAMNIT!!!
i hate when my moms right
i keep dating the same ppl
even if they seem completely different
it fuckin sux
ugh....
i knew i shouldnt have talked to u...

lmao
i've been ordained!!!
for those of u who dont know wht tht means
i am now allowed to be called "reverend"
lol
its an online thingy...


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if anyone knows this kid
i want him!!
its like the perfect guy...
::sigh::
plz and thnk u

goin to motorcycle safety class
then fixing and ridin my moms
until i get my own
which should be at the end of the summer
yay
fer some reason everything seems better today
even though its prolly not
but w/e
i will be happy while i can

the more i try not to think about him
the more i cant get him out of my head...
damn emotions always gettin in the way...