ur such an asshole

i know i shouldnt...
and i hate it...
i hate myself for it...
well not hate...
but extreme dislike...
i cant help it...
its always there...
i just cant help it...

i miss him :'(

i've decided i'm never dating again
and no one will ever change my mind...
i will never fall in love again...
i will never have kids...
damn now my life has no purpose...
o well i'll keep on living it...

and i go bak to feeling like one of those puzzle pieces...
u know the ones tht ur pet or little sister/brother got a hold of and is now all mangled and doesnt fit anymore
yup thts wht i feel like...
i feel like i have a puzzle i just dont fit in...
but i used to i think...

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i feel like i've been crying for hours
but i havent shed a tear
and i never will again
not over u...

fuck this shit and fuck u...

if i need u would u be there?
of course not...
so y should i?...

well i guess its bak to trying to ignore the pain...
but i guess my life could be worse...

I LOVE THE RAIN....