I'm not sure if I want my major to be photography, illustration, or fashion. I'm not sure if I want to move to Philidelphia, San Francisco, New York, or Portland. I'm not sure if I still want to pursue yoga. I'm not sure if justin will be coming with me.

I need some help deciding.

im really upset with how my life has turned out.

You can all go fuck yourselves
You can all go fuck yourselves
You so-called tortured souls
But I'll cover your ears so you won't hear the screams and moans
If I could I'd just
Throw the earth into the sun
But I'd cover your eyes until my hand melted off

My mother would never say if I got a tatoo that it was beautiful. My mother never congradulated me when I got my license, never taught me how to drive, never helped me study for my permit, and tells everybody I'm a bad driver. She tells me I can't have pink hair forever because one day I have to grow up. She says that I'm a teenager and that I need ( Read more... )

While I was playing with my daughter in the mommies support group at WIC I imagined her sitting up by herself, in a poncho. And right then and there it was my goal to make one for her. Which is what I'm doing this vey second. I'm also going to try to make myself a hat with devil ears since red in the color i have. Some time this week I'll go out ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really fucking hate him. I mean I want to beat the living shit out of him. You know why? Because he acts like he is better than me. He acts like I haven't gone through shit because I'm okay now and that he is all stressed out and you know what? I am too! I just don't have the time to freak out like him. I'm sorry your life sucks but ( Read more... )

greatestjournal isn't letting me update. So i'm using this journal.

Once again, I've decided to try to start writing in a journal again. And this I can put on private so that I don't have to have anyone reading it if I don't want them too. In a month, I'll be graduating. I still have one credit to finish but i've had it since about the beginning of ( Read more... )

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