apparently i am hopeless, so say goodnight.

goodnight.

and you know what... somedays... i really do.

ok. i need help. doesn ANYONE know ANYONE with alot of time on their hands that will make a website for me or help with photoshopping a few pictures? i am going crazy wanting to get this up and my partner is so busy and i have NO computer talent! HELP!

i am feeling more and more like the second prince again. it is a feeling i get of a sort of petulant and lonely brattiness where i am willing to follow orders, but i would much rather do things like play game, fuck, and smoke pot. there is this subdued rage that comes out at volatile times, and i dream so often of battle, wether in visions or sleep ( Read more... )

one hundred million angels singing

this is the first time i have ever gotten drunk alone. hurrah!

There's a man going around taking names
And he decides who to free and who to blame
Everybody won't be treated all the same
There'll be a golden ladder reaching down
When the Man comes around

The hairs on your arm will stand up
At the terror in each sip and in each sup
Will you partake of that last offered cup?
Or disappear into the potter's ground
When the ( Read more... )

so someone responded to my last entry with something that disturbed me enough to extrapolate.

never forget. "OK ILL TRY NOT TO" seemed rather sarcastic to me, and tho the responder most likely did not mean it in that way, but what bothers me is the general apathey out culture has about everyone else. EVERYONE. we have evolved to a point in our human ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night, and i stood at the front of 'the float of the young and the helpless' and i was facing them, and they were turned towards me.  i was full of wrath and energy and i raised my fist and shouted 'never forget' and they shouted back with me, fists to the sky. "never forget! never forget! never forget!"

NEVER FORGET

apparently they did a study of chinese river dolphins in late 06 and didnt find any. in 93 there were only 13. they say that although they searched their main area twice they found no yangtze river dolhins. it is assumed they are either extreamly endangered or simply extinct due to over fishing and a lack of action on humanity's part.

now. normally ( Read more... )