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I am deleting this livejournal, its full of nothing but fucking negative thoughts of mine wether how i felt at the moment. but you know after tonight i have realized alot of shit. you only live once, and i am from here on out, doing what i want that makes me happy with no regrets. at all ( Read more... )

Since yesterday everything seems so unreal, I don't know what to think about anything ( Read more... )

Slowly i am begining the cycle of my yearly panic attacks. I think about one thing and stress about it for atleast an hour untill someone calls attention to my wet hands and dripping forhead. What am i turning into? I can't stop worrying about the future, i pay no attention to what movements are happening around me at that moment, it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

01. Who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )

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Ashlee and I have had a girls night. Stuffing our faces with burgers, making this wall sculpture in her room, and watching Home Alone to get us in the Christmas spirt. I like feeling 10 years old, Sharing secrets and dressing up for laughs. Bestfriends.

I get to spend time with my Childhood bestfriend Seth tomorrow. Wafflehouse, Cigarettes, memories of hiding behind bushes to rapping the ministry.

I like pillow talk.

so apparently someone told on of my bestfriends i was talking shit about them.

Cool.