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Nov 17, 2003 22:56

I finally give up. I can’t find anything worth holding on to anymore. I’ll never be good enough. I won’t. I gave everything I had... I’ve tried to give the people I care about everything. But I’m not good enough. No matter what anyone says, how are you supposed to live with that fact? If it makes me selfish fine, but I can’t stand living ( Read more... )

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one_spiffy_kid November 19 2003, 15:27:48 UTC
you can't give up dude...you're mister tea! so many people love you for who you are...you're a great friend and you make all your friends happy...don't worry, thing's will get better

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teaokay November 20 2003, 18:52:44 UTC
Thank you all for your comments... I know I haven’t been “active” lately, but I want you all to know I really appreciate them. I’m just in a bad spot right now and when you have all these problems and stress it seems all you can do is think negatively.. well at least that’s me. When I’m alone at night or sitting there.. these thoughts and memories come back into my mind. There’s somebody I really like, but I guess... I don’t know... I just don’t know what I can do. And.. I don't even know what to say. Sorry.

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heathersmind November 21 2003, 08:22:47 UTC
Hmmm I told you people cared!I don't really have to say this because you already know that deep down in my heart you "still suck" and I will always be "weird"so just know that if everything else is all fucked up atleast that will always remain the same.Hehe *hugs* And before people start telling me off,I am not being mean or rude,tea knows whats up.Ha!
~Heather

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I will not pretend to even think I know whats happening in your life now. carush_girl November 21 2003, 21:17:59 UTC
I read somewhere; "We are injured and hurt emotionally -
not so much by other people
or what they say or do
but by our own attitude
and our own responses.
If only I could live by those words, I would be a stronger person.
Things are getting you down, find the strength, I know it is within 'you'.

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doogofdoom November 28 2003, 13:29:54 UTC
You have purpose! You make me laugh and you're a great person. Things will get better, they always do. But if you really want to end your life, who am I to say you can't? All I'm saying is you shouldn't, it's something you'll greatly regret.

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