Alone for a while ( Read more... )

The end has come, I'm afraid.

Wow, so I ended up reading some of my journal from the past. I really have become just... a really... huge... asshole. I forgot how I actually made an effort to justify my journal's existence once. And I was also friendly to people. I use to actually write amusing, witty little things about nothing and mock the world. Well not many people are ( Read more... )

I never should have moved back here. That night, I should have ended it. The night when I lost everything. That night I felt myself slip out of reality. Everything before that was a dream, and after a nightmare. The real world stopped existing that night. I thought I had to survive, I thought I had to find my way home. But I was wrong. I ( Read more... )

Help.

A lot of nights have passed me by.. empty and worthless.. wasted by me. How many days have past with me writing endless letters in my mind.. letters that never get delivered. All my thoughts and words I try so desperately to organize.. but they remain pointless, because I share them with no one. I gave up on this world and trying to express what ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

Every day I go through all of the same questions. I sit and try to figure them out like I have a million times before, like somehow this time.. it will help.. I will discover an answer, a meaning, a reason why. All I want is to know why. But I know I will never know. Yet I can’t stop myself from remembering the questions... over.. and over.. ( Read more... )

What the crap? Seriously ( Read more... )

Did you ever know that you're my heeerooo
You're everything I wish I could beee
I could fly higher than an eeeeagleee
... For YOU are the wind beneath myyy wiiiings.

~Dedicated to Adam Vinatieri