Ok I need to learn how to function well without medication. While I'm taking anti-depression/anti-anxiety medication I go back to the normal me. When it runs out, crazy Natalie pops out. What the fuck? How did that happen? I feel like I can accomplish so much when I'm on it. I regain trust in my boyfriend and don't feel insecure about him leaving ( Read more... )

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It's been so long. I haven't posted in a journal since..well it says the date. So many things happened that had an immense impact on my life ( Read more... )

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an ode to old times which i miss terribly, an ode to nights completely devoted to losing myself in music, an ode to the most fun ive ever had, an ode to my friends. i used to listen to rancid all the time, and i remember the times i would have them stuck in my head when i used to go out or be with friends. and i remember crazy times with amanda in ( Read more... )

Because I am just that cool..

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