Today was just like any other day whatever. I want school to end, and it will in 3 months and 2 days. Atleast Vacation is next week. I want to have some fun, have some plans. Cant really make that many plans when i dont know my hours for that week yet, but i plan to get high. I just wanna have some fun and have no worries. Hopfully i can do that. ( Read more... )

Welp today was okey dokey. School was boring ofcourse. Afterwards Jonathan met me after school and surprised me by taking me out to eat at young shings. I didnt want to eat much so i had chiken fingers. The tea was yummy too :). After that we walked to his house and had..fun. Then we watched some of 'without a paddle', just the pot part, and then ( Read more... )

Long time since ive updated in here. Yesterday was interesting. I woke up at 6 did my excersizes took a shower and went to school. It went by pretty fast. Erin spazed out on me because i suggested something to type in for our research so i filled her in on the fact that no one likes her. She started to ask Meaghan if that was true but i said at the ( Read more... )

Life is like a box of chocolates, you thinks its great but then someone eats them all...

I really really bored right now...i would like to be doing something or atleast talk to someone online. But id much rather, man i want to fucking party right now. I kinda just wanna go chill and get high and have some sex and then get high again ofcourse and then kick the whether up to 80 and jump into a crystal clear lake...naked...lol jp sorry ( Read more... )

I havn't really been writing in this...i dont get the effort to very often anymore. A lot has gone on...nothing im proud of...nothing positivly exciting...just rotten things...things im terribly sorry for but just cant change. Things are changing though thats true. Jonathan called Job Corps again today..they're going to call him in a couple ( Read more... )

I had the worst night of my night last night. My mom put on channel 13 like she does everynight...and i started crying because all that plays on that station are love songs...But i didnt just cry...i freaked out, got out of control, my mom was holding me down. I was so scared of myself, my legs wouldnt stop jumping around and i was screaming/crying ( Read more... )

Valumes do nothing for me

Well most everyone i know is sleeping right now I'm sure. But not me. Last night i got ready at my house and i got a ride over to Jonathans at around 7, 7:30. We played mercenaries, which his sister just bought for him, until it was time to go. We we're going to the black stone theaters to see In Good Company at 9:20. I had a great time with him, ( Read more... )

Right now, i just feel very happy, and im thankful for that. My mind is at ease, but i shouldnt push it. I slept at my house last night and didnt feel too well because my appetite lately is horid. But i got some sleep. When i woke this morning i hate a sausage mcmuffin that my mom made, but it made my stomache a bit queezy. I got over it though. Oh ( Read more... )