So I spent some time yesterday and today going back and reading over old post and some of them just made me hate myself even more. Well I can't really say that cause I don't really hate myself. I was just lost, confused and trying to find myself. I told Alex I didn't understand how I had any friends, more than half the posts were disgusting. It's ( Read more... )

went camping with andrew and dave...it was a good time. we hung out, talked, went to the porn store. i drank for the first time ever and it was silly. i was stumbling around and endured to much activity so my tummy ended up hurting and i wanted to throw up and i couldn't. then i did throw up...but all over my shoe and leg then i felt lots better ( Read more... )

haven't felt that great lately health wise, this weather is destroying my lungs :o(. emotionally i'm doing awesome because andrew is so awesome and is being wicked awesome and i love him so so much. i thought i was in love before but i guess i was wrong because what i feel now and for him is something that i've never felt before and it has to be ( Read more... )

i had a VERY INTERESTING and SEXY 4th of july. i'm not going to write about it but if you really want to know what went down than ask me and maybe i'll tell you. but if you do ask prepared to be shocked, maybe disturbed and turned on. i know i was hahaha. good 4th of july though and i hope yours was as enjoyable as mine.

i got my bellybutton pierced yesterday...YAY! i love getting piercings, its an addiction.

it better not fucking rain tomorrow because that's party day and it cannot be ruined, i'll cry. i'm bored...i'm thinking about going to the mall but its like so far away and i don't feel like driving but at the same time i'm all fuck it, i dunno. What i do know is that everyone needs to listen to DragonForce immediately. I used to hate them but now ( Read more... )

so today i woke up, played videogames, and went to the doctors. my doctor wasn't in today and the doctor i saw was an ass. my left ear sounds like it's in a wind tunnel and it's the most ANNOYING THING IN THE WORLD, i can't even sleep...this has been going on for days. i keep getting dizzy spells too and he told me that i have fluid behind my ( Read more... )

I'm bored as usual, it's been a very lazy day. I got up, played games on my new laptop, read through some interior decorating books, took my kitty for a walk and cleaned up some for my mom which she didn't even notice. I also unwinterized my bed so I will be cool at night now. Right now I'm waiting for my mom to come home so we can go to the mall. ( Read more... )

sometimes there are things that are worth the chance, and when you find them, everything in the world doesn't matter...

i'm so insanely bored...i need a life