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My head hurts. To many thoughts in one night. This morning I skipped my swim practice because I claimed to be sick. I woke at 12pm and I got up and went to go tan in my back yard. I went to work at 4 and then my mom called me there which was unusual because nobody called me at work. And before her call another person called asking for my fathers

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[solongastoria13]

I'm so sorry to hear about your grandmother...it sounds like you're really going through a rough time. I wish there was something I could say, but I'm awful at that kind of thing, and really, you're the only person that can console yourself, you know what I mean? ^_^;; But I just really hope you don't do anything to seriously hurt yourself. However, in times like this I remind myself of something from a book I just read, and it's something along the lines of "Through suffering comes art" or something like that...Anyway, my point is, all the shitty feelings that we're dealing with right now will help us become stronger and better people...I hope that that thought helps at least a little bit, because it's been what I've been telling myself lately. The book that mentions it, I think you might like. It's a "Young Adult" book so I was skeptical, but it was amazing and I ended up sitting down and reading it in a day and it's still stuck with me, it's called What Happened to Lani Garver by Carol Plum-Ucci. You might enjoy it, it could help