im starting to think that a majority of the people i surround myself with really dont give a shit about me. and that is pretty much lame ( Read more... )

things are starting to get really frustrating for me ( Read more... )

ok. seriously.
fuck my god damn family

and fuck my grandma for yelling at me and accusing me and everyone i fucking nkw of everything that goes worng in her god damn life..

and um, yeah thanks for making me feel like shit about yet another thing about myself.

just fuck off.

i wrote a long entry last night that got deleted so heres my second attempt ( Read more... )

i just wrote a long ass entry and it deleted.

fuck this

and fuck you.

i hate feeling thick and not pretty enough
and i hate fucking hoes.

im not looking forward to working today.
but oh well. its only a 6 hour day.

and 2 hours of it gets to be spent in tolls doing breaks.

so.. not horrible at all.

fat free vanilla yogurt makes me squeel.

anima sola show tonight at 9.
i probly wont be able to make it and thats gay as fuck.

im not satisfied i need more.

im still in shock from the concert. <3<3<3<3 for playing boys dont cry and one hundred years and lovesong ( Read more... )

um ( Read more... )

...forget it

if i still feel this shitty at the cure concert im gana kill someone.