i never realized how hard this can be,i couldnt face the facts that this break can help and get us back together or it cant.i can only do some much so that she has her space.all i can do is give the space needed and stay strong and hope that things can be worked out for the best.no one will realize what we share.

today ashley came over and we talked,we talked alot.this was defintly the most sad,terrible moment of my life.but she needs some time for herself.we are on a break and we promised eachother we will continure to love eachother and that we are the only ones who will be in eachothers lives. i cant be to worryed because we made promises to eachother ( Read more... )

. ill give this all my best.

something only i can understand & someone else

ssb has ordered shirts and we will be selling them at this show!!!!!!!
FEBRUARY 11 2006
7$
IN DYING DREAMS (illinois)
ASECONDTOOLATE (michigan)
REMEMBER ARLINGTON (indiana)
SOMEBODYSHOUTEDBOMB!
FOR TOMORROW WE DIE
DESTROYVALE(illinois)
THIS GROWING TYRANNY (lastshow)

BE THERE!!!!

so ive spent like everyhour from friday - saturday/sunday with ahsley and yesterday we went to southridge and i had some chinese food and other shit.i woke up i nthe middle of the ngith with a bad stomach ach,sat aroudn for like 30 minutes,fell sleep,woke back up puked,went back to bed,woke up again aorund 8 and watched tv then ashley woke up and ( Read more... )

so ssb is getting shirts very soon.were starting off with small,medium,large.if theirs anyone who wants one right away let me know. we weill have them by our next show which is feb.11 at shorewood.this weekend is going to tight.friday and saturday sleepovers with ashley are gonna be a blast everyminute with that gurl is a slice of heaven :] and ( Read more... )

FUCKIN PARTAAAAAAAYYY FUCKIN ROCK \m/

so have u ever been so bored out of ur life,and alone at the moment.yea it sux dick doesnt it.ashley came over today for like an hour then went snowboarding with her freinds.because of her exams their is a chance i wont see her till our sleepover next saturday and its gonna suck.i miss her after like 3 days of not seeing her.i ALWAYS wanna be ( Read more... )

their are always some bumps in a relationship but we get through it. my love for ashley is so strong and its been great. their are things she needs help with in her life but thats why im the person that i am.shes such a great person on the inside and she doesnt qeuit realize yet but she is starting to. everyone knows that she is so careing, ( Read more... )

IM GONNA SAY THIS LOUD AND PROUD I LOVE ASHLEY MARIE SOOOO MUCH SHE IS WHAT I LIVE FOR AND THATS DAMN FUCKIN TRUE YOU BETTER FUCKIN BELEIVE CUZ I AM PROUD AS FUCK