i made a new lj ive had this one for years add it


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so confused not sure if this is the right way to be doing things.

things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
i will not say one word
ill just hang around

i just dont understand sometimes,i try to do the best i can i do what i feel is right.but yet some people just cant see that i dont mean any harm at all.go ahead think what you want i stand here knowing of the good person i am and so does everyone else,you will too ( Read more... )

this weekend has been so awesome and its not over yet.friday was a marcia sleep over,wow.saturday was our first show which was soooo incredibal and ithank anyone who came out. today me and derek are goingin bowling for some family bowling thing hes got goin on with his family but im his partner so its gonan be sweet.

this weekend was so fucking tight.friday ssb practiced for a small bit,then we all hung out and went to starbucks n shit then we went to my house and chilled then everyone left.saturday i woke up daddad and around 3 ssb went to meet up with kissy face at the community center.it was so amazing to see those guys,we then went to go eat at the oddysey ( Read more... )

i cant wait till i can not worry about doing my homework for a while,or trying to give effort to do something that i hate doing.i cant wait till its not cold or snowy.i cant wait till i can get out of here and go to a place ive been before and that i dream of where their arent any worrys at all,just the ocean and a soft breeze.i cant wait till i ( Read more... )

ive recently joined marcia marcia marcia dereks other band.i was originaly soposed to be i nthe band in the begining but skipped a try out for a show.dumb mistake.so then everystarted talkin about haven me in and replacing the other singer.he was always busy and picky and kind of bossy.so they wanted me in because i was more open and avalble and ( Read more... )

    this weekend was definitly awesome. friday i went bowling with justin,alex,and adam,that was so fun i almost got a turkey 3 times but screwed up trying to get the 3rd strike everytime.saturday i worked in the morning which was a real bitch i got home and didnt have anything to do so i called derek and he came and got me and we went to wings.the ( Read more... )

didnt go to iowa cuz my dad got worried about us being pulled over or gettin stopped and just worst case scenario but w/e.the band is prolly all gonna hang out tonight so im lookin forward to that i def love my boys.i slept at dereks last night and we had fun we laughed lot,i havent been in a good mood at all and neither has he so that was good,we ( Read more... )

im going to iowa tommorw which is gonna be real awesome,im staying over to dereks tonight because i need to get the fuck out of my room.things are better and i get to hang out with ashley on sunday.