creating a new lj! just got bored... lisa, the next time we hang out i'm going to need your help with a few things. i'll add you guys to my new lj in a minute.

i think this weekend really opened lawrence's eyes. he got scared when he almost lost me. twice if that accident would have been worse. hopefully it scared him to the point that he'll actually want to fix the problems in our relationship. maybe you guys are right about that whole "it's a challenge" thing.

i`m going to be pissed if my mom doesn't let me go to prom. seriously i can't wait until i'm seventeen. i'm out of here and she can't say shit about it if i have a job.... i'll live with my grandma until the summer. then maybe i'll move into lawrence's apartment. my mom will love that:)! who can say party at my house?! i'm not going to tell her ( Read more... )

so i cried for about an hour then me and lawrence had a really long talk. everything has been sorted out. i'm worried about him cause he has no place to go and by thurs la porte will be mandatory evacuation. my mom says we're going to just ride it out. we origanally planned to leave but for some odd reason they changed their minds. this is pissing ( Read more... )

i just talked to lawrence about spliting up for a while. we got into i huge fight i don't know what to do. all i did was tell him my feelings then he got pissed off. he threw a tantrum and told me to break with him because im "obviously not happy in this relationship". i told him i may not be very happy right now in the way things are going but ( Read more... )

i've always dreamed of falling in love
i've always dreamed of love catching me when i fall
i've always dreamed of having a beautiful child
i've always dreamed of the child inside of me staying beautiful
i've always dreamed of some one to hold
and i've always dreamed of some one to hold me

i'll let you know if i ever find out if dreams come true

i'm so mad. the red in my hair is already starting to fade. how gay is that it's only been like 4 days. i must re-do it. erg! but darker. any ways lawrence pissed me off today. he lost his phone so i was all worried cause i couldn't get a hold of him. he didn't even bother calling to tell me he lost it. then when i asked him why he couldn't call ( Read more... )

i love smiles and hate mean people!

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so everything is just about going perfect. i'm preparing for the worst. it's going to end up lasting three weeks then something big is going to screw everything up.lol i'm going to go to the mall saturday and buy some accessories for the brown dress lisa's letting me borrow for homecoming. i was thinking that gold type belt we saw at dillard's ( Read more... )

today i washed my aunt's car and got my hair cut. i didn't like the way it was growing. it's similar to how julia stiles used to have it when it was short. i think it looks really good. i think i might start getting it cut like this from now on. unless i have one of those days were i just want to do some thing really different. i also like it ( Read more... )