i get to go hang out with rochelle. yay! cant wait until she gets ungrounded.this saturday me, her, lawrence and cameron are supposed to go out. it will be fun to catch up with her. plus we get to piss my brother off. it's going to be hilarious. if i have to wait until next week then allison will probably go with. i'll have lawrence bring his ( Read more... )

i'm tired. im so god damn ready for school to end. i want to relax.

i wish school ,would just end already. i hope i pass so i dont have to take fucking summer school. i dont know if i'll be able to deal with another two weeks of this shit. i'm just aching for it to end so i can go spend time over at my dad's house. my mom said she might make me take some other class if i do pass english. thats bullshit. the whole ( Read more... )

i had such a wonderful weekend. i had a good time with lawrence in the woods. it was suprisingly romantic. we were hot, sticky, sweaty, and we had dirt all over us. it wasn't to bad cuz we were laying on a piece of ply wood, so we weren't directly on the dirt. it was romantic because it was in the middle of a forest. it felt like we were the only ( Read more... )

i cant wait to see my boyfriend tomorrow.my horoscope says i have some decisions to make and his says we're going to have a long talk about our relationship. this should be interesting. i just cant wait to see him. we are supposed to take a nap together. i need to catch up on some sleep and he is the only person who can really get me to sleep. i ( Read more... )

there is nothing to do. i want to cry. i just feel like crying. i've been majorly confused and frustrated. i miss my booyfriend. i need a day with me and him. no rushing to get home. no rushing so that we can have sex. lately we havn't had meaningful sex. it's depressing. we havn't had a chance to have sex. and when we do it's just because we havn' ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is such a horny loser. he made up a song that goes to the tune of pop'eye the sailor man ( Read more... )

so i just started my period today so i'm being a major bitch to every one. awsome! well of course i'm really taking it out on lawrence. i was complaining earlier about him not saying sweet things to show he loves me any more then he was all like,"but i do love you,baby." then he yelled at me," i love you! shut the fuck up!!!" lol i love my ( Read more... )

so i'm waiting for lawrence to come pick me up. i'm hanging out with him until four. then sometime in the late afternoon, early evening i'm going to lisa's to party and spend time with some friends i definetly don't spend enough time with. when i say time i mean quality time not the usual stressed out school shit. today should be awsome if ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since i last wrote. things have been going great.i love my boyfriend.i made up with lisa.home life is the only thing that sucks right about now and i might have to take summer school.