"This ain't no feelin in my arm." The reason I was placed upon this earth was to destroy it. I will birth a son, Damien, who will be raised and trained as an expert in armageddon. He will rise to the top of the corporate ladder. His business will smother your business. Wealth will flow from his mouth when he speaks, when he shits. When he takes a ( Read more... )

And of course my words may seem prejudice to the absent mind but I truly believe that a pussy is a pussy. There are obvious relations between feminine and feline. These girls are a kind that love to be touched, they love to be stroked and flooded with physical nourishment. Yet despite this, they are quite delicate when it comes down to the precise ( Read more... )

Last night I slept in a cell and tonight I have yet to decipher where I will end up falling asleep. Earlier we decided it would be a good idea to run drunk across the frozen ice of the pool but it ended up being a bad idea when the ice broke and now my hands and legs have blood all over them. But it is okay, because I drank some more, and I wish ( Read more... )

(the past week) We walked in the woods and watched ice melt. And we explored these abandoned houses with dirty rape mattresses and haunted porsche sunglasses. In the bathroom the walls were breathing and the door was shifting shapes and all I could hear were police sirens (but only when the door was closed). Bought a lot of records with Strucel. ( Read more... )

Kill the brain and you kill the ghoul. I spent all day yesterday with my head in the toilet and it wasn't so pleasant. I sleep a lot and salivate, dreaming softly of Haiti or Hawaii. My limbs constantly pain and tense up. The week is only half through and the house I'm stuck in is in a state of chaos. They know we're in here now. They know we're in ( Read more... )

Nothing matters to me anymore but the exceptionally slow-paced growth of my moustache and beard. It has been quite a sour path to walk seeing as how the sheer idea of me with facial hair is pretty silly to think about. Yet this dream fuels my constant battle with anticipated puberty and I hope everything works out so that come the month of May, I' ( Read more... )

There is nothing like breaking through the crude plastic that once enveloped your life. There is nothing like escaping her trendiness, her naive boredom, maybe even her plush mouth.. I feel so good right now. I have the Dead Milkmen on my stereo and I'm recalling tonight at the bar where I was tackled and hugged by so many gorgeous friends. Every ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day

Tuesday morning and I'm standing by my desk in the living room on the phone with my lawyer, alternately keeping my eye on The Patty Winters Show and the maid as she waxes the floor, wipes blood smears off the walls, throws away gore-soaked newspapers without a word. Faintly it hits me that she too is lost in a world of shit, ( Read more... )

Feelings are stupid. The only things I need right now are Wolf Eyes, my friends, Rodrigo's scarf, various alcohols, and some rock & roll songs. Friday the 13th has lead into the big V-day and my drinking binge continues with a maniacal force. I'm more than happy with this week consisting of 100 proof Southern Comfort, botched karaoke, spilled ( Read more... )

Fuck everything and everybody.