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Leaving
It still amazes me how much the sunlight can help me heal, and how much the lack of sunlight can cause the process to take forever.
Eli's leaving, for good.
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Apathy is My Vice
So much drama. *shakes head* Why is it that people expect you to care? It's totally unjust to be pissed off at or hate someone just because they have the ability to rise above shit. "This too, shall pass," is not just a trite phrase- for some of us, it's a life lesson, and for others, it's a life law. I can't force myself to care about petty ( Read more... ) -
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That's it.... it's too late. I've already lost my heart to him, fully, because when I think of him not being here.... and it's a good thing I don't make him read this anymore, because he'd freak out, but.... god, my heart. It's breaking at the thought and he's right upstairs and I have to go tell him I love him so much because this is.... Goddamnit ( Read more... ) -
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Eli and I are trying to accomplish anal and it's not working cause it seems like no matter how much I relax, and how much we BOTH know about what we're doing, and how slow we go... it still hurts. I think his dick's too big. Really. Either that or the way it curves is seriously detrimental to our cause. And it's seriously pissing me off to the poin ( Read more... ) -
Sexual Prime
So, yesterday Eli and I started to get into my dom/sub ideas. Holy god on a post in white tube socks. It was... too fucking hot for words. I mean, really. I have no words to express how much I fucking loved it ( Read more... ) -
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So, me no longer single. His name is Eli and has hands like a god and a tummy like a snuggly bear. *grins* You all know that's Melysa's favorite ( Read more... ) -
Secret Dreams...
I'm writing again. I'm almost afraid to type this for fear that it's going to leave me, but... I'm so ecstatic that I have to get it down. It's coming out sounding like what might be a professional romance novel, though I know it has rough edges ( Read more... ) -
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Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "Five Weird Habits of Yourself" and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged ( Read more... ) -
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I'm not a cold-hearted bitch. I'm really not. And apologies aren't enough to bring you back this time, and I've accepted that ( Read more... )