Sooooo i love Flushing a whole lot. i am sooo happy to be here. and yes...things are quite confusing with the whole...thing with him and yea. i dont know. yea. mhmm.....so i don tknow. ill update more later. when i have time.

Way to go me and not updating in forever. lol. soo im sure most of you know that i live in Flushing with Babbo now, but if you didn't..now you do. That happened on the 14th of January! YaY! aaaand my most happy good news-i start school at FLUSHING HIGH SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!:-D Yay. im super excited about that. aaand ok. thats about it for now. lol. ( Read more... )

Sooo....soooo much has happened since i last updated. i had an entry all typed out but then my computer restarted. this was friday....befooore shit hit the fan. then it just died. soo i dont even remember what i was talking about in that one. anyways...so 9 years ago today was when Mom had her seizure. really sad and i didnt even realize it until ( Read more... )

So...interesting weekend i guess. the monster trucks weren't too bad i guess. i dunno. i was tired. and yea..i dunno. we almost died on the way down there. kinda scary-i wont lie. some guy in his truck flipped Joe off. aand so Joe did the same. and then the guy swerved his truck and almost hit us. so i guess we maybe didnt die. but it was scary. ( Read more... )

So...ouch. thats all ive got to say. um...last night was fun with Carlot! we talked. a lot. about Tommy and Lance. and it was really good to talk to her about it. um...yea. i broke down and called. im kinda pissed at myself. i was doing really good. but just being there and everything. uugh. that needs to stop. but yea...it was a really good ( Read more... )

So...ive decided that each day...things get just a little, little bit better. i distract myself as much as i can with...anything else so that i dont think about things too much. it kinda works. when i start to think about it, i just have to tell myself to stop and it works. that doesnt mean that it hurts any less though. i just...its over. sooo.... ( Read more... )

so today was a good day. school was fine. then i came home and me and Feffula were being ridiculous and dancing around and singing. and it was fun. i love Feffula. so then...we starting cleaning her room and Joe called. well she was gonna go have dinner at Eddie's with him and then Jeremy wanted me to come. so i ended up going. but before we did ( Read more... )

So... i got another stereo...that actually works. Lance came with me. we're over now cause he has someone else. its ok..i just..it woulda been nice to hear it from him. but whaaatever. so thats all over now. kinda sad..i wont lie. but. ill get into more of that....laaater. um...anyways. the family party was ok. i chilled with Max the whole time. ( Read more... )

so...i am not so happy right now. aaanyways-yesterday was a really good day. i couldnt sleep at all the night before so that kinda sucked. a lot. whatever. so i woke up at 6:30 then Feffula and me went down to Babbo's. aaand :-) ooh goodness. we had soo much fun. we were talking about relationships and she said that me and Feffula have never had a ( Read more... )

So...yesterday...was a good day. work wasn't bad. i worked with Markie so that was good. and then coffee-MmM. mocha frappuchino. yum. anyways...we went to Victor and Merek's and got dinner. Ashley and her wesbians. haha...that was soo much fun. Sandy-"whoa, i wasnt ready for that take off." if you've ever been in my car....you know the transmission ( Read more... )