wow... i jus remembered i had this thing.. interesting things to read i guess.. knda lame.. lol.. always stupid boy shit... its ALWAYS stupid boy shit.stiill is ( Read more... )

Wow.. so like i forgot i even had this ( Read more... )

i cant even believe everything that has gone on... its the stupidest thing i've ever done... and i've never cried so much... im still scared... and i wish i would had handled things better... even tho there wasnt to much that i could and no one wanted me to even do anything... now i really know what psyco people are kinda like.. and.. ... people ( Read more... )

hmm.. well i finally get a break today.. practices got cancelled or whatever... so i got to sit around at home sorta... it was great! i took a nap n' everything .. i miss it so much.. but idont remember it goin by so fast... anyways .. im just stressing over dance crap it is sooo retarded this year it pisses me off.. n'i dont want to do my homework ( Read more... )

Goooosh everything is pissin me off... my space is so gay.. when ever i try to go to antoher page it goes to error page or whatver so i cant do anything i finally uploaded a pix.. its from the last dance concert.. with me n'mama.. anyways.. everything is adding up one to another n' im gettnig pissed n' depressed n' frustrated n' crap i dont like it ( Read more... )

i dont like time change... it seems like its like 7 or 8 and its only 5... so gay.. i have had nothing to do today... i hope its not like this tommarrow.. cuz tommarrow is my birthday... i wish i had planned a lil something.. but i might go out somewhere n' eat with a couple of my friends i dunno yet... geez im getting old... but anyywas last week ( Read more... )

yah im really bored so i'd thought i'd update this even tho no one reads it anymore... well no one really knows i have this expect likea couple people... anyways.. ummmm since last time.... uhhh nate was starting to be a flake..... i got asked to homecoming! i got my dress for 20$! at dillards i was proud of my self... ummm went to homecoming! it ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm.... waiting for jomama to call me back so we can hang out.. cuz its tuesday! n' every tuesday we go do stuff... its like a tradition.. lol... its like the only good day to.. so anyways school is lame... imlike so ready to be done with it... i think im goin to take some extra classes n' graduate soon...well see... but hmm oh lets seee friday ( Read more... )

uhhhh crap!.. i dont know what to do now.. i dont know how im gonna figure out what i want... i dont want to get hurt again.. n' i dont want to mess anything up.. n' i dont anyone to get mad at me or wahtever...

damn.. n' my dad just had to bring up something else thats pissing me off....
... gonna go have a breakdown......

my day was ok until i got home.. my mom was annoying me again... like this morning.. she's all like did you wake up in a bad mood.... uh no i just dont want to be talked to in the morning.. i just freaking woke up.. anyways.. schoool was alright.. our school is freaking packed.. worse than ever i swear. i got pissed tho cuz i didnt get outa ( Read more... )