It has been a long time since I have written an entry ( Read more... )

My week had started off pretty well. Frank and I had an 8 hour drive back up to Charlotte. After a few days of relaxing my mom decided that she wanted to take a short two night vacation since she hadn't been able to go anywhere since her surgery. My brother and dad were in Alabama visiting my grandparents and I didn't have work until Thursday so ( Read more... )

"EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT"
"You're too skinny"
"Want something to eat"
THATS ALL I HEAR NOW FROM EVERYONE.... PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE.

oh yeah happy birthday chip.

I'm done... I'm over it... I hate how I can't trust ANY of you people I call friends. It's so over this time

It's so weird... lately I've been feeling really really dizzy, and really really weak. My body feels heavy. I don't know whats going on. The other day at lunch I turned around and looked at TJ and I couldn't see because I had gotten so Dizzy, i thought I was going to fall out of my seat. I don't know whats up...

and I just don't know what to do anymore...

( HEY ANONYMOUS )

So today wasn't so bad... I got woken up by my mom and chip. I told my mom that my body was really tired and she said that it was from the sleeping pills (which didn't work). So my brother went to his baseball game, I was actually going to go but it ended up getting canceled. My mom and I watched Coldcase and it was about rape and such... Then my ( Read more... )

I just took some sleeping pills... hopefully if i just lay there for a long time I'll fall asleep and wont wake up until next week. I wish I could die for a week... that would be nice.

So slap me. Someone please punch me. Someone please throw me against the wall... hit me. make me bleed make me cry make me hurt. Cut me. Kick me. do what you must, just don't feel sorry for me just slap me in the face and call me an idiot