So yes, I've been very sick for 9 days now.

But today Alex popped in on his way to pick up his parents from the airport. I wrote and posted him a letter last week (it arrived the next day! yay Australia Post!) and so he wrote me one on Saturday. Then on Sunday Mum got a film developed that had the first photo of Alex and me together where we ( Read more... )

One year since Frenchy died coming up. Thursday, July 5th. I'll be far away from the fucking cemetery, going to Brisbane. Runnin away? Maybe. Looking after myself? More likely ( Read more... )

HEY! Go to:

www.myspace.com/andielliot

it's my old music, I'm still waiting to get my new stuff up and running, but if you could check it out, that'd be awesome. =)

luv andi

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack ( Read more... )

1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Williamina Nachos

2. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
Private-Pole Mondos

3. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME: (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Pugglewort Camira4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first ( Read more... )

I've managed to mess my arms up pretty badly, they're really fucked, I think I've exploded something in my wrist, I had blood blisters and aching joints which probably means I've given myself septis or something horrible. That would be great ( Read more... )

so much for lifeline and the suicide hotline. They're fucking gay and wouldn't take my call.
Had to call Kids Helpline and the guy qwas actually really nice. Good for them.

Beautiful beautiful boy. All dead and very much missing. I love him so much. so much so much so much ( Read more... )