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why have i been thinking like this. i want to wlcome death at my door step...i wouldn't kill myself but i cna't wait for detah to coem for me. what is wrong with me? it's not rite for me to thinkt hat way. what has happened to make me think like this? i really don't know. all i cna do is hope i don't do whats been on my mind i'd never be forgiven ( Read more... )

lately everyone seems to be making fun of me for like no reason expecially amanda but it's no biggy i cna deal. i was really sad for some reason last night and i felt as if i could breathe and like i was really lonely..like i ahd no one at all not a friend not anyone. but yeha i guess i am depressed again like i've said 5000 times. not much mroe to ( Read more... )

hye nothin new. i'm just depressed for real. at leats i think i am. i can't smile anymore and i dunno everything seems like a total drag and i don't wanna do anything anymore i just wanna sit and do nothing..not now not ever...but nobody prolly cares that i am depressed because i am saying it all the time but this time i mean it for real.

...i'm sick...and dieing...

so last night was johns party it was pretty kewl but like gene didn't show up with all his friends..what an ass.so me and everyone were chillen then em christy and rich and dom went for a walk and dom and rich took off there shirts....it was creepy...rich gave me a shirtless hug lol.then we were givin eahc other piggy back rides and i went to give ( Read more... )

whoever keeps harrasing me and jess is in deep shit cuz once i find out who u fuckin are i am gonna get all my friedn to help me jump you fuckin cunt fuckers.....so fuckin stop or else you frickin smallpenis worshipers

Well i have a boyfriend...but i'm gay....and i am now becoming a drunk a big one....o well.....i am fucked up..so is the world

My mommy is gonna be having a baby!! Everyone hope it's a girl!

Not much to say....i'm just a little confused..i got some stuff to sort out in my head.....