to be honest i'm afraid to say anything.the only thing i feel safe saying is all i want for christmas is to be able to give my heart away.the only thing i can do is wish.this pain is never going to rid me.

Hey jsut had my party.madd fun.only dom,joe,amber,and crhisty came but we had a hella good time so yeah.my bed so messed up you guys lol...well yup anyways i'll see you monday chelsea...dont back out on me....if you get scared or whatever lol j/p

You know what guys here i decribe who i really am for you.I am ignorant.I am angry.I am cocky.and I am for sure one of the worlds biggest assholes.I'm Glad to let you kno who i am.

I don't know what the hell everyone expects from me.No,i'm not nice not at all no one nows me.i'm an asshole i am a jerk i am a bitch and i am for sure cold.would everyone like to know why?i'll tell you becuz my whole fuckin family is cold were all asholes and were all mean.my father treats me like fuckin shit i;ve always had to sort my problems ( Read more... )

lol just so everyone knows in the last entry i ment to put "i was up all night think about the girl who has stolen my heart"lol not the girls.there only one chick that i got for and we all kno who thats been for a long time now. ps i am in hiding with anne frank from you guys know who

coudn't sleep...thats just to bad

well today i went to maria's house and then we went over to chelsea's and paige was there so we were hanging out and we went and bought food and shit and we went to the dollar store and i stole some liters and i wanted the blue so i took the blue lighter and it worked like shit the flis was like so small.....so anyways then we went and lit some ( Read more... )

i jsut got back form amanda's party it was kewl i ahd some fun but i was a lil' pissed off oh well i always am...i don't have much to sya so buh bye f you like someone that you can't have, then copy and paste this into your pro!! (:-()

My Mom is fine yay.yup so anyways,the other night was loudfest and it was hella fun except like 3/4's of the people i was hanging out with there left and went outside and couldn't come back in so that was like really stupid but yeah anyways most of the bands there in my opinion sucked except Top Of The Fair was pretty good also the guys from Hate ( Read more... )

well...today did suck alot even tho i hun out with amber and nicole today...and i guess jess......when i got hoem from school today my mom was on the phone talking to the doctors office and she made an oppointment.then she called my into the living rooma nd(i kno this sounds gorss and if anyones dares make fun of my mom i'll fuckin kill you)but ( Read more... )